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DURING the fall of the year 1827, while residing near Charlottesville,
Virginia, I casually made the acquaintance of Mr. Augustus Bedloe. This
young gentleman was remarkable in every respect, and excited in me a profound
interest and curiosity. I found it impossible to comprehend him either
in his moral or his physical relations. Of his family I could obtain no
satisfactory account. Whence he came, I never ascertained. Even about his
age -- although I call him a young gentleman -- there was something which
perplexed me in no little degree. He certainly seemed young -- and he made
a point of speaking about his youth -- yet there were moments when I should
have had little trouble in imagining him a hundred years of age. But in
no regard was he more peculiar than in his personal appearance. He was
singularly tall and thin. He stooped much. His limbs were exceedingly long
and emaciated. His forehead was broad and low. His complexion was absolutely
bloodless. His mouth was large and flexible, and his teeth were more wildly
uneven, although sound, than I had ever before seen teeth in a human head.
The expression of his smile, however, was by no means unpleasing, as might
be supposed; but it had no variation whatever. It was one of profound melancholy
-- of a phaseless and unceasing gloom. His eyes were abnormally large,
and round like those of a cat. The pupils, too, upon any accession or diminution
of light, underwent contraction or dilation, just such as is observed in
the feline tribe. In moments of excitement the orbs grew bright to a degree
almost inconceivable; seeming to emit luminous rays, not of a reflected
but of an intrinsic lustre, as does a candle or the sun; yet their ordinary
condition was so totally vapid, filmy, and dull as to convey the idea of
the eyes of a long-interred corpse.
These peculiarities of person appeared to cause him much annoyance,
and he was continually alluding to them in a sort of half explanatory,
half apologetic strain, which, when I first heard it, impressed me very
painfully. I soon, however, grew accustomed to it, and my uneasiness wore
off. It seemed to be his design rather to insinuate than directly to assert
that, physically, he had not always been what he was -- that a long series
of neuralgic attacks had reduced him from a condition of more than usual
personal beauty, to that which I saw. For many years past he had been attended
by a physician, named Templeton -- an old gentleman, perhaps seventy years
of age -- whom he had first encountered at Saratoga, and from whose attention,
while there, he either received, or fancied that he received, great benefit.
The result was that Bedloe, who was wealthy, had made an arrangement with
Dr. Templeton, by which the latter, in consideration of a liberal annual
allowance, had consented to devote his time and medical experience exclusively
to the care of the invalid.
Doctor Templeton had been a traveller in his younger days, and at Paris
had become a convert, in great measure, to the doctrines of Mesmer. It
was altogether by means of magnetic remedies that he had succeeded in alleviating
the acute pains of his patient; and this success had very naturally inspired
the latter with a certain degree of confidence in the opinions from which
the remedies had been educed. The Doctor, however, like all enthusiasts,
had struggled hard to make a thorough convert of his pupil, and finally
so far gained his point as to induce the sufferer to submit to numerous
experiments. By a frequent repetition of these, a result had arisen, which
of late days has become so common as to attract little or no attention,
but which, at the period of which I write, had very rarely been known in
America. I mean to say, that between Doctor Templeton and Bedloe there
had grown up, little by little, a very distinct and strongly marked rapport,
or magnetic relation. I am not prepared to assert, however, that this rapport
extended beyond the limits of the simple sleep-producing power, but this
power itself had attained great intensity. At the first attempt to induce
the magnetic somnolency, the mesmerist entirely failed. In the fifth or
sixth he succeeded very partially, and after long continued effort. Only
at the twelfth was the triumph complete. After this the will of the patient
succumbed rapidly to that of the physician, so that, when I first became
acquainted with the two, sleep was brought about almost instantaneously
by the mere volition of the operator, even when the invalid was unaware
of his presence. It is only now, in the year 1845, when similar miracles
are witnessed daily by thousands, that I dare venture to record this apparent
impossibility as a matter of serious fact.
The temperature of Bedloe was, in the highest degree sensitive, excitable,
enthusiastic. His imagination was singularly vigorous and creative; and
no doubt it derived additional force from the habitual use of morphine,
which he swallowed in great quantity, and without which he would have found
it impossible to exist. It was his practice to take a very large dose of
it immediately after breakfast each morning -- or, rather, immediately
after a cup of strong coffee, for he ate nothing in the forenoon -- and
then set forth alone, or attended only by a dog, upon a long ramble among
the chain of wild and dreary hills that lie westward and southward of Charlottesville,
and are there dignified by the title of the Ragged Mountains.
Upon a dim, warm, misty day, toward the close of November, and during
the strange interregnum of the seasons which in America is termed the Indian
Summer, Mr. Bedloe departed as usual for the hills. The day passed, and
still he did not return.
About eight o'clock at night, having become seriously alarmed at his
protracted absence, we were about setting out in search of him, when he
unexpectedly made his appearance, in health no worse than usual, and in
rather more than ordinary spirits. The account which he gave of his expedition,
and of the events which had detained him, was a singular one indeed.
"You will remember," said he, "that it was about nine in the morning
when I left Charlottesville. I bent my steps immediately to the mountains,
and, about ten, entered a gorge which was entirely new to me. I followed
the windings of this pass with much interest. The scenery which presented
itself on all sides, although scarcely entitled to be called grand, had
about it an indescribable and to me a delicious aspect of dreary desolation.
The solitude seemed absolutely virgin. I could not help believing that
the green sods and the gray rocks upon which I trod had been trodden never
before by the foot of a human being. So entirely secluded, and in fact
inaccessible, except through a series of accidents, is the entrance of
the ravine, that it is by no means impossible that I was indeed the first
adventurer -- the very first and sole adventurer who had ever penetrated
its recesses.
"The thick and peculiar mist, or smoke, which distinguishes the Indian
Summer, and which now hung heavily over all objects, served, no doubt,
to deepen the vague impressions which these objects created. So dense was
this pleasant fog that I could at no time see more than a dozen yards of
the path before me. This path was excessively sinuous, and as the sun could
not be seen, I soon lost all idea of the direction in which I journeyed.
In the meantime the morphine had its customary effect -- that of enduing
all the external world with an intensity of interest. In the quivering
of a leaf -- in the hue of a blade of grass -- in the shape of a trefoil
-- in the humming of a bee -- in the gleaming of a dew-drop -- in the breathing
of the wind -- in the faint odors that came from the forest -- there came
a whole universe of suggestion -- a gay and motley train of rhapsodical
and immethodical thought.
"Busied in this, I walked on for several hours, during which the mist
deepened around me to so great an extent that at length I was reduced to
an absolute groping of the way. And now an indescribable uneasiness possessed
me -- a species of nervous hesitation and tremor. I feared to tread, lest
I should be precipitated into some abyss. I remembered, too, strange stories
told about these Ragged Hills, and of the uncouth and fierce races of men
who tenanted their groves and caverns. A thousand vague fancies oppressed
and disconcerted me- fancies the more distressing because vague. Very suddenly
my attention was arrested by the loud beating of a drum.
"My amazement was, of course, extreme. A drum in these hills was a thing
unknown. I could not have been more surprised at the sound of the trump
of the Archangel. But a new and still more astounding source of interest
and perplexity arose. There came a wild rattling or jingling sound, as
if of a bunch of large keys, and upon the instant a dusky-visaged and half-naked
man rushed past me with a shriek. He came so close to my person that I
felt his hot breath upon my face. He bore in one hand an instrument composed
of an assemblage of steel rings, and shook them vigorously as he ran. Scarcely
had he disappeared in the mist before, panting after him, with open mouth
and glaring eyes, there darted a huge beast. I could not be mistaken in
its character. It was a hyena.
"The sight of this monster rather relieved than heightened my terrors
-- for I now made sure that I dreamed, and endeavored to arouse myself
to waking consciousness. I stepped boldly and briskly forward. I rubbed
my eyes. I called aloud. I pinched my limbs. A small spring of water presented
itself to my view, and here, stooping, I bathed my hands and my head and
neck. This seemed to dissipate the equivocal sensations which had hitherto
annoyed me. I arose, as I thought, a new man, and proceeded steadily and
complacently on my unknown way.
"At length, quite overcome by exertion, and by a certain oppressive
closeness of the atmosphere, I seated myself beneath a tree. Presently
there came a feeble gleam of sunshine, and the shadow of the leaves of
the tree fell faintly but definitely upon the grass. At this shadow I gazed
wonderingly for many minutes. Its character stupefied me with astonishment.
I looked upward. The tree was a palm.
"I now arose hurriedly, and in a state of fearful agitation -- for the
fancy that I dreamed would serve me no longer. I saw -- I felt that I had
perfect command of my senses -- and these senses now brought to my soul
a world of novel and singular sensation. The heat became all at once intolerable.
A strange odor loaded the breeze. A low, continuous murmur, like that arising
from a full, but gently flowing river, came to my ears, intermingled with
the peculiar hum of multitudinous human voices.
"While I listened in an extremity of astonishment which I need not attempt
to describe, a strong and brief gust of wind bore off the incumbent fog
as if by the wand of an enchanter.
"I found myself at the foot of a high mountain, and looking down into
a vast plain, through which wound a majestic river. On the margin of this
river stood an Eastern-looking city, such as we read of in the Arabian
Tales, but of a character even more singular than any there described.
From my position, which was far above the level of the town, I could perceive
its every nook and corner, as if delineated on a map. The streets seemed
innumerable, and crossed each other irregularly in all directions, but
were rather long winding alleys than streets, and absolutely swarmed with
inhabitants. The houses were wildly picturesque. On every hand was a wilderness
of balconies, of verandas, of minarets, of shrines, and fantastically carved
oriels. Bazaars abounded; and in these were displayed rich wares in infinite
variety and profusion -- silks, muslins, the most dazzling cutlery, the
most magnificent jewels and gems. Besides these things, were seen, on all
sides, banners and palanquins, litters with stately dames close veiled,
elephants gorgeously caparisoned, idols grotesquely hewn, drums, banners,
and gongs, spears, silver and gilded maces. And amid the crowd, and the
clamor, and the general intricacy and confusion- amid the million of black
and yellow men, turbaned and robed, and of flowing beard, there roamed
a countless multitude of holy filleted bulls, while vast legions of the
filthy but sacred ape clambered, chattering and shrieking, about the cornices
of the mosques, or clung to the minarets and oriels. From the swarming
streets to the banks of the river, there descended innumerable flights
of steps leading to bathing places, while the river itself seemed to force
a passage with difficulty through the vast fleets of deeply -- burthened
ships that far and wide encountered its surface. Beyond the limits of the
city arose, in frequent majestic groups, the palm and the cocoa, with other
gigantic and weird trees of vast age, and here and there might be seen
a field of rice, the thatched hut of a peasant, a tank, a stray temple,
a gypsy camp, or a solitary graceful maiden taking her way, with a pitcher
upon her head, to the banks of the magnificent river.
"You will say now, of course, that I dreamed; but not so. What I saw
-- what I heard -- what I felt -- what I thought -- had about it nothing
of the unmistakable idiosyncrasy of the dream. All was rigorously self-consistent.
At first, doubting that I was really awake, I entered into a series of
tests, which soon convinced me that I really was. Now, when one dreams,
and, in the dream, suspects that he dreams, the suspicion never fails to
confirm itself, and the sleeper is almost immediately aroused. Thus Novalis
errs not in saying that 'we are near waking when we dream that we dream.'
Had the vision occurred to me as I describe it, without my suspecting it
as a dream, then a dream it might absolutely have been, but, occurring
as it did, and suspected and tested as it was, I am forced to class it
among other phenomena."
"In this I am not sure that you are wrong," observed Dr. Templeton,
"but proceed. You arose and descended into the city."
"I arose," continued Bedloe, regarding the Doctor with an air of profound
astonishment "I arose, as you say, and descended into the city. On my way
I fell in with an immense populace, crowding through every avenue, all
in the same direction, and exhibiting in every action the wildest excitement.
Very suddenly, and by some inconceivable impulse, I became intensely imbued
with personal interest in what was going on. I seemed to feel that I had
an important part to play, without exactly understanding what it was. Against
the crowd which environed me, however, I experienced a deep sentiment of
animosity. I shrank from amid them, and, swiftly, by a circuitous path,
reached and entered the city. Here all was the wildest tumult and contention.
A small party of men, clad in garments half-Indian, half-European, and
officered by gentlemen in a uniform partly British, were engaged, at great
odds, with the swarming rabble of the alleys. I joined the weaker party,
arming myself with the weapons of a fallen officer, and fighting I knew
not whom with the nervous ferocity of despair. We were soon overpowered
by numbers, and driven to seek refuge in a species of kiosk. Here we barricaded
ourselves, and, for the present were secure. From a loop-hole near the
summit of the kiosk, I perceived a vast crowd, in furious agitation, surrounding
and assaulting a gay palace that overhung the river. Presently, from an
upper window of this place, there descended an effeminate-looking person,
by means of a string made of the turbans of his attendants. A boat was
at hand, in which he escaped to the opposite bank of the river.
"And now a new object took possession of my soul. I spoke a few hurried
but energetic words to my companions, and, having succeeded in gaining
over a few of them to my purpose made a frantic sally from the kiosk. We
rushed amid the crowd that surrounded it. They retreated, at first, before
us. They rallied, fought madly, and retreated again. In the mean time we
were borne far from the kiosk, and became bewildered and entangled among
the narrow streets of tall, overhanging houses, into the recesses of which
the sun had never been able to shine. The rabble pressed impetuously upon
us, harrassing us with their spears, and overwhelming us with flights of
arrows. These latter were very remarkable, and resembled in some respects
the writhing creese of the Malay. They were made to imitate the body of
a creeping serpent, and were long and black, with a poisoned barb. One
of them struck me upon the right temple. I reeled and fell. An instantaneous
and dreadful sickness seized me. I struggled -- I gasped -- I died." "You
will hardly persist now," said I smiling, "that the whole of your adventure
was not a dream. You are not prepared to maintain that you are dead?"
When I said these words, I of course expected some lively sally from
Bedloe in reply, but, to my astonishment, he hesitated, trembled, became
fearfully pallid, and remained silent. I looked toward Templeton. He sat
erect and rigid in his chair -- his teeth chattered, and his eyes were
starting from their sockets. "Proceed!" he at length said hoarsely to Bedloe.
"For many minutes," continued the latter, "my sole sentiment -- my sole
feeling -- was that of darkness and nonentity, with the consciousness of
death. At length there seemed to pass a violent and sudden shock through
my soul, as if of electricity. With it came the sense of elasticity and
of light. This latter I felt -- not saw. In an instant I seemed to rise
from the ground. But I had no bodily, no visible, audible, or palpable
presence. The crowd had departed. The tumult had ceased. The city was in
comparative repose. Beneath me lay my corpse, with the arrow in my temple,
the whole head greatly swollen and disfigured. But all these things I felt
-- not saw. I took interest in nothing. Even the corpse seemed a matter
in which I had no concern. Volition I had none, but appeared to be impelled
into motion, and flitted buoyantly out of the city, retracing the circuitous
path by which I had entered it. When I had attained that point of the ravine
in the mountains at which I had encountered the hyena, I again experienced
a shock as of a galvanic battery, the sense of weight, of volition, of
substance, returned. I became my original self, and bent my steps eagerly
homeward -- but the past had not lost the vividness of the real -- and
not now, even for an instant, can I compel my understanding to regard it
as a dream."
"Nor was it," said Templeton, with an air of deep solemnity, "yet it
would be difficult to say how otherwise it should be termed. Let us suppose
only, that the soul of the man of to-day is upon the verge of some stupendous
psychal discoveries. Let us content ourselves with this supposition. For
the rest I have some explanation to make. Here is a watercolor drawing,
which I should have shown you before, but which an unaccountable sentiment
of horror has hitherto prevented me from showing."
We looked at the picture which he presented. I saw nothing in it of
an extraordinary character, but its effect upon Bedloe was prodigious.
He nearly fainted as he gazed. And yet it was but a miniature portrait
-- a miraculously accurate one, to be sure -- of his own very remarkable
features. At least this was my thought as I regarded it.
"You will perceive," said Templeton, "the date of this picture -- it
is here, scarcely visible, in this corner -- 1780. In this year was the
portrait taken. It is the likeness of a dead friend -- a Mr. Oldeb -- to
whom I became much attached at Calcutta, during the administration of Warren
Hastings. I was then only twenty years old. When I first saw you, Mr. Bedloe,
at Saratoga, it was the miraculous similarity which existed between yourself
and the painting which induced me to accost you, to seek your friendship,
and to bring about those arrangements which resulted in my becoming your
constant companion. In accomplishing this point, I was urged partly, and
perhaps principally, by a regretful memory of the deceased, but also, in
part, by an uneasy, and not altogether horrorless curiosity respecting
yourself.
"In your detail of the vision which presented itself to you amid the
hills, you have described, with the minutest accuracy, the Indian city
of Benares, upon the Holy River. The riots, the combat, the massacre, were
the actual events of the insurrection of Cheyte Sing, which took place
in 1780, when Hastings was put in imminent peril of his life. The man escaping
by the string of turbans was Cheyte Sing himself. The party in the kiosk
were sepoys and British officers, headed by Hastings. Of this party I was
one, and did all I could to prevent the rash and fatal sally of the officer
who fell, in the crowded alleys, by the poisoned arrow of a Bengalee. That
officer was my dearest friend. It was Oldeb. You will perceive by these
manuscripts," (here the speaker produced a note-book in which several pages
appeared to have been freshly written,) "that at the very period in which
you fancied these things amid the hills, I was engaged in detailing them
upon paper here at home."
In about a week after this conversation, the following paragraphs appeared
in a Charlottesville paper:
"We have the painful duty of announcing the death of Mr. Augustus Bedlo,
a gentleman whose amiable manners and many virtues have long endeared him
to the citizens of Charlottesville.
"Mr. B., for some years past, has been subject to neuralgia, which has
often threatened to terminate fatally; but this can be regarded only as
the mediate cause of his decease. The proximate cause was one of especial
singularity. In an excursion to the Ragged Mountains, a few days since,
a slight cold and fever were contracted, attended with great determination
of blood to the head. To relieve this, Dr. Templeton resorted to topical
bleeding. Leeches were applied to the temples. In a fearfully brief period
the patient died, when it appeared that in the jar containing the leeches,
had been introduced, by accident, one of the venomous vermicular sangsues
which are now and then found in the neighboring ponds. This creature fastened
itself upon a small artery in the right temple. Its close resemblance to
the medicinal leech caused the mistake to be overlooked until too late.
"N. B. The poisonous sangsue of Charlottesville may always be distinguished
from the medicinal leech by its blackness, and especially by its writhing
or vermicular motions, which very nearly resemble those of a snake."
I was speaking with the editor of the paper in question, upon the topic
of this remarkable accident, when it occurred to me to ask how it happened
that the name of the deceased had been given as Bedlo.
"I presume," I said, "you have authority for this spelling, but I have
always supposed the name to be written with an e at the end."
"Authority? -- no," he replied. "It is a mere typographical error. The
name is Bedlo with an e, all the world over, and I never knew it to be
spelt otherwise in my life."
"Then," said I mutteringly, as I turned upon my heel, "then indeed has
it come to pass that one truth is stranger than any fiction -- for Bedloe,
without the e, what is it but Oldeb conversed! And this man tells me that
it is a typographical error."
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